This week goes so fast. I just come to Aus and meet bri. It's fantastic I can touch her, kiss her, hug her. It's better than I image. I thought I don't have to worry anymore. There are so many stuff I wanna try. I think I am brave, but it's not true. I start priding. I think I can do everything, because bri is at my side. But I am still weak. I can't do anything by myself. Sometimes I feel I am nothing. Bri can choose a guy lived Aus. Anyone is better than me. But she didn't do that. I don't want her to do that, neither. I love her so much. I wanna b good enough for her. Tonight should b a good night. But I mess up. I feel so bad. How many chance heavenly father give us to change? I can't make continuous mistakes. Even people forgive me, I cannot forgive myself.
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