Yesterday my boss she asked me did I have trained for my voice? I said No, I didn't. Why? She said my voice is like cartoon lol.
Sorry, Bri, It must be sad, hurt what I recorded and u will worry about me & mum. But I still want u to know. Here we go.
My mum can't stop blaming me all the time. She said a lot of things to hit my confidence and heart. I still persuaded her to take a walk with me. It seems there is a little hope from her. After I worked, I was home. And she is mad again. She is crazy. She wants me to give her the ring. She wanna send it back to u. It's very hurt, yes, very very hurt. I don't know why she can hate people she ever loved, except me. She try to suicide. So I stop her to do anything. It takes us whole night. She screamed and called shushu to help her. And then shushu & brother came into my room. shushu asked my mum to calm down, and my brother, too. shushu gonna work, so he go out. My brother helps me to stop my mum. I saw there is a hope from brother. I'm happy he is growing up. I told him I should go to bed cuz I need to go to work at night. so take care mum.
Bishop called me he said my mum had called him. And he didn't ask me another question, he said he know that sometimes it's not worst and real like my mum said. He just told me he found a member, Sophie, who can help mum. And they use Skype to talk to each other. She is a special person. She got a way to let my mum calm down, and she know how to communicate with her. I think she is a fortune teller; on the other hand, she is a counseling psychologist. Bishop said she has a special gift.
People can't make promise easily, especially he is easy to lack confidence. I said I promise I must do it. That's why missionary always ask us did u remember how is your feeling when u baptized.
Don't be sad. Remember we just talked few hours ago. My love for u never change
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