I miss u so much. I wanna stay up to talk to u. I wanna go to aus to find u. I wanna go to church and temple with u. I dont like that I secretly do everything in front of mum. When I send her to hospital, the doctor, nurse, my brother, shushu, aunt and me tell her so many lies to make her calm down. Poor mum, she lives in lies, and it's good for her. Why? I am sad because Satan wanna use her to beat me down. And she believes the words he said. I dont wanna tell a lie anymore. I hate the feeling.
This afternoon I just think about us. If we wanna live in Taiwan, I should find a government work. If we live in Aus, I should study first and work at Sydney. What u think? Everyday I ask Heavenly Father how can I do to be with u forever. I miss u so much. I wanna hug u tonight. I know u are a bit angry and sad. But I still want u to understand. I love u
If I ask u go to bed early, it's healthy. Would u listen to me? U ask me last time but I dont wanna go to bed. I prefer to spend time to get along with u.
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