This morning we went to day room. A teacher taught us how to use the machine gun. to separate it, combine it. I had leaned it before, so I feel it's boring. He just spent about 30 mins, Then we have nothing to do. We all stay in the room. Some people chat, some people do nothing and some people sleep. I just close my eyes, but I can hear the sound and know what they doing. I go back the room to take the bible. Anyone is curious what I read. I show them. The partner said I can be a priest to exorcise the ghost like the movie one. I said yes. I don't know how mum is. I hope she is ok. Today is her birthday. She said she wanna suicide on her birthday. I just think I can bring ChihChiang's phone to ring her. I dunno if she hear my voice, she would feel happy or tell me she's gonna die. I dunno.
I miss Bri. I read letter every night. She said she wanna have a temple marrige with me. We can grow together spiritually. She said my faith can help her. YES, I believe it. Because of her, I wanna be a better man so I can help her and good enough for her. Baby, I miss u. I hope u can be healthy and happy. We're going to date, marrige, make babies and have our own eternal family. It will be work out.
Tonight they declare the shooting of list. We thought we don't have to go in the beginning, but the true is we all have to attend. Sucks, we all feel bad, cuz we should walk over 4 km to there. I thouhjt my friend has cell phone, but he said they took it away. Hope mum is ok. I should bring tissue with me to protect ears. Cuz the gun's sound is very loud. It's time to sleep. Oh, there is a member Chen dixiung. He want to know me cuz I read bible all day along. He belongs Kangshan church. Maybe we can chat tomorrow.
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